big dilemma.... :((

I always thought that i lived my life on my conditions and i don't regret for things i have lost.... but today i don't know why but i feel so helpless n restless..
Its not that i don know what my problem is but its that, that i don have a solution to it... Why it always happens in life that the person whom we always want to remain in our life is the first one to leave us and never turns back when we really need that person... Why it happens in life that the person who we love beyond everything cheats us and never feel guilty for that... Why it happens in life that the person who we think to be our world is the person who hurts us badly... Why it happens in life that the person who we think is my life and without whom i am incomplete is always complete without us and lives happily... why all these things happen?????????

just wanna know why????...... i know there's no answer for these questions in my mind but all i say to console myself is - "we always desire for things we don deserve
and all these things happen coz our destiny has decided to give us beyond our desires and will bestow us with all those things wch we really desereve"
So as a great optimist i console myself but sumwhere deep in my heart there's sumthing poking me that why our desires are not fulfilled??
after all yaar its our life n we know what we want then too we don get it?? i know i m talking ironically but its a dilemma i m going through......
and there's no answer.!!!!.... :((

friends : u all are my life!!!!

who cares what others think about me...i m least interested. But it really matters what a friend of your think about you...isn't it??? hmm i know u all will agree with me coz in this world of countless people we meet many people daily but there are very few who makes impact in our heart and in those few we find sum frends for lifetime... and they can be trusted blindly anytime and they r alwys der to care fr us to help us whenever we need them and they are our real friends... a person can be complete without love but without friend no one is complete... and it really hurts when their's sum misunderstanding between friends.... coz personally talking about myself i m incomplete without few of my friends... and i m sure no one is complete without friends... and you know whats the best part of a friend is, its that- "a friend is someone who knows everything about you but still loves the way you are"

and for all my friends i love you all the way you are and i really treasure our friendship...... please always be there by my side because i will always need u all and it really matters what u think about me n i m deeply hurt when i hurt you....