life...

Today a thought came into my mind n I asked myself that what’s life??....... I thought for a while and realized that am I a fool.. I m living it from almost last 19 years and now I wanna know what is life??... weird totally confussed!!!!

I thought for hours n concluded that life is divine.. its beautiful, a perfect gift n d most precious one given by God itself…And its all about living it to fullest in the best possible way..and living it on our conditions n not even giving a dam what others say… it’s all about spreading love, making people around u smile, caring fr ur luved once n bla bla bla……

But suddenly another thought came which made me so restless.. coz this tym it was no more bookish definition of live or motivational dialog from some typical bollywood movie… b’coz this tym it ws a thought which came deep from my heart n frm my experiences so far…

And I concluded that life is sumthing which will alwys show u an unexpected thing wch u would hav never dreamt off even in ur wildest dream n it will cum to u as a tight slap on ur face and u will feel helpless u wont have place to hide n u will b hurted like anything and at last u will realize that ya life this is what’s life……unpredictable, vast and beyond our imagination, surprising… and u will know that “haan its true zindagi humme kab kahan kya aur kaise rang dikha de its hard to even imagine… aur haan zindagi sach mai humse badi hai aur zindagi jab chahe jaise chahe humme apne isharon pe nacha sakti hai”……

And then again I thought then what’s d way to live.. shall we leave everything and live a depressing life after our broken dreamz, hurting painful memories n fucking experience’s of life with tears rolling down our eyes alwys and becoming insomniac, blaming ourself or our destiny for all these things……… and answer is NO…. ya u read it right NO!!!

The best way is to learn from ur past start a new life n not to loose hope… hav courage to walk ahead no matter hw many times u fall… and never ever compromise….. and just remember its d biggest challenge to live the life as it cums.. don be afraid show life hw difficult u are.. live d way it cums that too with full courage n to the fullest... and jus remember life will never be easy....!!!

SO ALL THE VERY BEST FOR YOUR LIFE’S…… ENJOY IT, IT’S NOT SOO BAD……

when i realised sumthing.....

We all know life would have been a hell without our great pals.. and no one wants to depart frm their best friends… and every one wants their relation to go on n on n on…….

I asked a question to one of my best friend today.. I asked that can u tell me hw long will we both be friends and to that I added two words forever or always??... And let me tell u I just wanted to pull her leg on this that’s why I asked her this(and i think she also knew this)…. But honestly telling I was surprised when she send me the answer she said “till the last breath that we take on this earth… simple” and what to tell you all, I ws so moved by the answer that I hav no words left to express myself… but mayank bechara aadato se maara jus to pull her leg I replied “even after that”

Her simple answer made me realized that hw feelings can be shared in such simple words and I was really feeling bad even for asking her this but i was still happy coz at last like a true friend she showed me the right path by giving such a simple and wonderful answer.

Well truly saying I don know hw our friendship will go n time will lead us where but still I will be highly obliged to my destiny for giving me such a wonderful friend.

Thanks dear thx fr always being there……

MEMORIES : ALL WHAT I HAVE EARNED

Days past and never come back…..but I wonder y it doesn’t happens with memories hmmmmm????

Why there is this fucking thing existing in this world hmmm……..and y the hell everyone is addicted to it…..??????

Its not that I m not bound to memories of my life but it’s one of those valuable thing wch I can never frget and trust me I really don want too…. But honestly telling these memories hurt me badly deep inside….at times it brings smile on my face but for most of d times it takes my smile away n leave my eyes wet ……It's sumthing wch is continuously breaking me deep inside but still I love this pain and its really fun to get carried away with these memories b’coz it takes us to those fun filled n golden era of our life wch we never wanna loose and at the same time it takes us to those fucking pals of our lives wch we really don wanna remember!!!!!!

And these memories are also fun to spend time coz they make us laugh fr d pals we earlier cried fr n makes us cry like a baby fr those pal wch we laughed with our 32s !!!!!!!!! funny na but don u think its really true?????? Hey don get carried away coz I haven’t told u the best part yet……….and that is that people though change frequently n unpredictably but the memories alwys remain d same thats y i think we all are addicted to memories hmmmm?????……..

So thankful to those memories of my life wch I will definitely treasure fr rest of my life no matter even if dey hurt me like anything but still they alwys make me realize that hw often people change in this hypocrite world…….